Thursday, August 25, 2011

not a baby.

Well, its official! Mona is no longer a baby. She is 2 which officially makes her a toddler and not a baby. Not only does her age confirm her lack of babieness but she is potty training, sleeping in a big bed, she's getting more independent and bossy, I can't buy her clothes in the baby section, she likes to brush her own teeth and the list could go on. Surprisingly I'm loving this stage (minus a few headache's from her proclaimed Independence).

I was in Mona's nursery a couple nights ago. I was in her room taking down the butterfly appliques off the wall. I stopped for a moment and I found myself getting rather emotional and teary eyed. At first I wasn't quite sure where the tears and emotions where coming from. I suppose that in all the excitement of Mona moving into a big bed and having another little bundle of joy on the way; I had yet to process that Mona's baby stage is officially a chapter closed. Not that I would ever desire to have time stand still but I wasn't prepared for the emotions that came with changing her nursery.

So to not dwell on the bit of sadness I felt about Mona never being a baby again I want to celebrate her with pictures of Mona in her big bed. We count our blessings everyday for our healthy, growing and learning Mona.

Mona's new big bed in her new room




Shortly after moving into the neighborhood two years ago, I met Terrie, a mid-30s white woman living in an area that is over 99% African-American. She and her “husband,” at the time, stayed in a house just a block away while raising their three boys together. It was not but a few months later that they were kicked out of their home after finding out that it was owned by the city and that the supposed landlord was receiving rent from several tenants under false ownership.

After the city boarded up the home, Terrie and her family stayed at family and friends’ homes in trade for doing house work. Many of the homes were drug homes catering to the addictions of the couple. They were given a place to sleep at night; but often they would find their family locked out during the day, left to roam the streets in search of the next night’s lodging.

Last June, Terrie and her boys joined several other neighbors at our home for Mona’s first birthday party. Following the party, she was gracious to help clean up, and it seemed that the Lord was opening a way for a relationship between two young mothers. Several weeks went by without much contact, then one afternoon I noticed Terrie sitting on the steps of an abandoned house across the street with two friends that were not familiar to me. In speaking to them, it was obvious that they were all heavily under the influence of drugs. Just a week later, I received word that Terrie had been incarcerated, sent to prison for at least a year, leaving her young boys behind. I found myself discouraged, seeing the opportunity to minister to her slipping away.

Over those next few days I began to feel the Lord speaking to me about taking advantage of this time that Terrie would be away from her usual surroundings. Now, after nearly six months, some frustration, and a few returned letters, I received a letter in the mail from Terrie. She was writing to let me know I was officially approved to visit her. She caught Randy and me up on all she has been experiencing in prison. She desires to enroll in CNA classes to prepare herself for a job after prison. She finally got a pair of glasses and is waiting to receive dentures for her mostly rotted teeth that have been pulled.

I am looking forward to visiting her in the very near future, and I ask that you pray for my boldness in sharing Christ with her. Pray that the Lord will direct me in finding her the resources she needs to make a better future for herself. Also pray that, following incarceration, she would be able to return locally and
that contact will not be lost. Pray for her family, especially her children, and pray that Randy would have opportunity to minister to her husband.

We pray, as the apostle Paul writes in Ephesians 3:20-21, “Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen.”

"...but gives us power, love and self-discipline."

One morning while driving home from the store with Mona, I (Hannah) was turning the corner onto our street when I saw a younger man and woman interacting in a way that caused suspicion. He was right up in her face as she flailed her arms around in the air. As I made the turn and was within sight of our house, I had many thoughts circling in my head. A few thoughts were “Were they just playing around? Does this girl really need help? Did I misunderstand what I saw? Would anyone else check on them?”

I had just a moment to decide if I should bypass my house and circle around the block to check on the situation again. In contemplating what to do, I had a whole other circle of thoughts going through my mind. A few of them were “Of course, you should check on them! What would I be able to do if this girl was being hurt? I have Mona in the car with me; what would I do with her if I needed to help?” Yet, I quickly realized that all I needed to know is do what I knew the Lord wanted me to do.

So I bypassed our house and circled around the block again. When I came up on the couple, there were now a few people who were gathering to check on the situation. When offered help, the young woman cursed at those who were offering and seemed to be the aggressor in the situation. I left feeling poorly, knowing that there was nothing more we could do to help.

I share this to encourage you as I was encouraged. That day I could have passed by and had a list of excuses as to why it was okay for me not to help. However, the truth we are called to live by is found in 2 Timothy 1:6-7: “For this reason I remind you to fan into flame the gift of God, which is in you through the laying on of my hands. For the Spirit God gave us does not make us timid, but gives us power, love and self-discipline.”

I am called to live not by fear but through the power of the Holy Spirit. This passage does not say anything about always having perfect circumstances. It challenges us to live in the power of the Holy Spirit at all times, even in those times that push us out of our comfort zone and make us uneasy or nervous. When I practice this truth, my boasting can only be in Him who gives me strength.

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Music Monday on Tuesday

So I've liked James Taylor for as long as I can remember. In fact I don't know that I was born with a choice to like him or not. With years of gathering around with my mom's side of the family, playing with cousins while in the back ground I could hear my two uncles strumming at their guitars and singing a quiet tune or twenty of James Taylor's known and not so well known hits. So, all of that to say, I have and always will love James Taylor's story telling style of music and distinctive voice. So today on Tuesday I am posting my favorite songs by James Taylor along with Carly Simon, "Close Your Eyes".



Monday, August 15, 2011

Music Monday

Okay, so summer is winding down and life has taken a new pace that might allow me to get back go to blogging. This song is a rather popular song in the Christian circles and with good reason. Addison Road, "What Do I Know of Holy" has great heart felt lyrics that I can relate to on my levels. Hope you enjoy!